Since this depressing turn of weather events has occurred I think now is the time to obnoxiously display some of my fall photos:
So this is what it used to look like outside. Hopefully the snow doesn't force everyone into their rooms. Because honestly I was just starting to meet people again. It's hard to meet people. I mean, the school is small, I know people. It's just hard because I feel like other people have friends, like the best of friends, and here I am, blogging antisocially in my bed room hoping someone bangs on my door and invites me somewhere. Which isn't actually how it ever works.
My next door neighbor is going to someone's house this afternoon and he left me the address in case he doesn't come back. It actually seems super creepy, but I suppose it is a valid concern. He left a description of what the house looks like, as though the numbers wouldn't be enough for me to tell the police if I reported him missing... (I really don't think he's going anywhere, he can hold his own.)
I love videochatting. It isn't the same as a real conversation, obviously, but it is nice none the less and it is definitely better than a phone call. It just breaks my heart when I see my girlfriend cry through the screen and all I want is to wipe away her tears and I can't. When I lift up my finger all it touches is the web cam. I smudge my screen but I can't do any of the physical things I usually do to comfort her. It's hard. I just want to hold her and make everything good for her. Too bad life doesn't work that way.
